kiltpower

Hello all you deviants out there... It's been a looong time since I've even looked at this site. Mostly because I had all but given up on art. However, I got myself back in school... If I dont have a deadline, I won't even pick up a pencil. So, I've been slowly getting back into my groove. I got a new camera for my birthday a few months ago, and now I'm excited to show some of my new work... as soon as I get more motivated! But what's more, I'm trying to get more technical.  I'm pulling a double major right now in Studio Art and Biology--hoping to drift my way into some sort of scientific illustration.  I have yet to do anything that st

So its amazing how much can change in one day... After almost 2 years now of running on autopilot, not doing any art, just working and schooling and sleeping, I finally figured out what I'm going to do with my art and with my life.   I met up with one of my old art friends, Priscilla, who is out of work, and we took the day to go down to the marsh for some on the spot painting, and we just chatted the whole day away. I told her how I felt about teaching.  My boyfriend's little brother was failing all of his high school classes earlier this semester, and i took it upon myself to tutor him back to B's.  I've always willingly helped others wh

So Im done pretending like I know what I'm doing in life right now. I've oversimplified my goals to the point that all i care about is finding money so Cole and I can actually get married, hopefully raise a small family and live life before we die. Short, simple, sweet, and just about the exact same thing everyone wishes to accomplish in their short existence. But in this year of working, starving, scrimping, saving, and suffering, I've found myself with less than when I started.  It's just a downer.  Now both Cole's job and my own are fucking us on a regular basis, working us opposite shifts or not at all.  I've been lucky if i've gotten